Tuesday, September 16, 2008

New Seasons...

It smells like fall... and outside sounds different. Change is in the air. I have mixed feelings of being content...and also feeling unsettled. The "whens" of life loom over my head and my heart. Yet I k n o w that God is totally in control of t h i s . Yet, letting go... and just being still is...*sigh*

The sadness that we're leaving a great community is hovering... but it still feels surreal because we're so busy. Tomorrow will bring things back to reality though... which is going to be so many emotions. Our small group is resuming after a busy summer.

We are excited about this upcoming chapter in our lives... and moving h o m e... it's the getting there that is heartbreaking.



*sigh*

2 comments:

The Vivian Family said...

Oh honey....this post is not the Tana I love. I know this is hard but I also know you guys will embrace wherever you may end up too. I hate that you are so unsettled and down...I am there for you every step of the way girl.

Jamie said...

I know, it is bitter/sweet. Praying for ya.